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This special limited edition spot gloss side loading slipcase + slipcover (designed by Jillian Adel) is limited to 2,000 units and is only available on our website and at select indie retailers. Absolutely no major retailers will be stocking them.

A struggling Hollywood actress haunted by memories of an invasive childhood trauma, Rose is driven to the edge by life-changing news, an upcoming high-pressure audition, and the controlling machinations of her boyfriend's lunatic mother. Escaping to the small mountain town of Idyllwild during a forest fire, Rose hides out in a kitschy honeymoon motel where she soon finds herself trapped in a twisted, magenta-tinged fairytale. The humming halls of the lurid, bizarre Crown Inn become the blood-soaked stage for an epic battle in which Rose's inner demons are made incarnate. Taking various forms, including a deranged bellhop, a pickled proprietress, and the sharp-tongued seductress in the room next door, an intense confrontation with the deepest and darkest sources of Rose's pain looms before her. 

The debut feature from director Julie Pacino, I LIVE HERE NOW is a psychosexual thriller told in hyper-saturated hues, boldly exposing pregnancy fears, self-harm, CPTSD, and beyond through a surreal feminist lens. Led by Lucy Fry's fearless performance, the film co-stars Madeline Brewer, Lara Clear, and Sarah Rich as the weird women of the Crown Inn, and features mesmerizing turns from Cara Seymour (American Psycho, The Knick) and Sheryl Lee (Twin Peaks: Fire Walk with Me). Like a neon-dipped Repulsion, I LIVE HERE NOW was filmed on 16mm and 35mm film, bringing the Pepto pinks and velvet blues to giallo-tinged life. Vinegar Syndrome Pictures is thrilled to bring this daring initial feature from a new, visionary filmmaker to Blu-ray with hours of extras featuring the cast and crew.

directed by: Julie Pacino
starring: Lucy Fry, Madeline Brewer, Lara Clear, Sarah Rich, Cara Seymour, Sheryl Lee, Matt Rife
2025 / 92 min / 1.85:1 / English DTS-HD Master Audio 5.1

Additional info:

• Region A Blu-ray
  
• Shot entirely on motion picture film and finished in 4K
• Commentary track with director Julie Pacino
• Q&A from the U.S. premiere in September 2025 at the American Cinematheque's Los Feliz 3 Theatre in Los Angeles (26 min)
• Q&A from a March 2026 screening at the Aero Theatre in Santa Monica (20 min)
• Q&A from a February 2026 screening at the USC School of Cinematic Arts in Los Angeles (40 min)
• Utopia Screening Room Q&A with Julie Pacino, Lucy Fry, and Bella Thorne (28 min)
• Video interview with actress Sheryl Lee (8 min)
• Video interview with actor Matt Rife (3 min)
• Multiple trailers
• Artwork gallery
• 32-page booklet with an essay by Tori Potenza
• Inside sleeve artwork
• English SDH subtitles